I really have a problem with saying something when there is nothing to say. I would rather sit in silence…and that is basically what I have been doing with this blog. Nothing has changed, I am still fat. I am still looking for a job. Interestingly, I am not unhappy about either of these things.
I have been able to spend a lot of time with friends and family as well as focus on some discovery about myself. I think I have unlocked my “what I want to be when I grow up” and honestly, its what I am already doing. I am a great operations leader. People want to follow me. I am inspiring. I help people reach their potential. I help businesses succeed. I am good at what I do and I like it. This last year was probably the worst one of my professional career but I still succeeded in a big way; I just didn’t like it.
This morning I was able to explain to my outplacement coach exactly what I want to do, now we have to figure out where. More homework. That’s ok, I am good at research, too :).
As far as my weight, I think I am letting go of the number. I do want to be healthy. That has to be my new focus. I am going to stop being so attached to losing weight and more attached to getting healthy. That’s the hard part, though, I hate working out and the eating right thing continues to elude me.
Its been a really busy summer and thanks to being laid off, I have been able to enjoy it fully without being split focused. I am grateful for this opportunity for sure.
My goal for September is to fill the spaces with abundance. Now to define what that looks like…